[me & ab0ut lisHa]

::little girl::

Sometimes I think it’s much better when I was child..

I could play as I wished..

I could ask mom and dad for something and then cried if I couldn’t get it..

I didn’t think hard..

My task was simply just studying. Doing homework and studying for exams.

World seemed so wonderful..

Growing older..

Responsibilities become more and more..

People; mom and dad; demand more and more upon me..

Also, love comes to my life..

And ever since, it makes my world complicated..

i’ve learnt many things along the way..

learnt that life is not as smooth as I thought before..

learnt that life is full of choices, and I have to choose some..

found that the toughest task is to make decisions..

and I believe there are so many more to learn and to face..

I really want to be a tough one..

But for now, I really wish I could be a little girl again…

love

Sometimes we let affection,
go unspoken,
Sometimes we let our love
go unexpressed,
Sometimes we can't find words to tell
our feelings,
Especially towards those
we love the best.

[b'DaY]

my bday..

older.older.older.older.. J

b’day always means the time to be thankful for what He’s given to me..

to think about what I’ve done before..

to make next plan..new resolution..

to build new hope and dream..

to prepare myself for the next journey..

to remember what I had and did..

to learn not to make the same mistakes..

to ask for presents.. *hihihi*

( riel+cad, thx 4 the lingerie.. hmm…but it’s not wedding, it’s bday!!.. but, thx.. it really was surprising!! Hehe)

hmm.. *thinking for a moment*

I had great bday last year with someone I loved..

now, I had no bf..(after 7 yrs in row always celecrated it with my bf, then I had none this year)..hehe..it didn’t matter..it didn’t make me feel sad..

I have great fam and frenz… *so blessed*

even, I felt, this year was much greater that years before..

so happy many frenz remembered my bday..:) thx yaa…

at my 21,

met new people and old frenz..

did crazy things

did something I never did before

went to places I never went before..

made ‘quite’ big decision

realized how great my girl friends were.. *the best medicine*

got closer to ‘above’ n fam..

been broken for twice..

learnt new things..

made mistakes..

did crazy things..

cried.laughed.cried.laughed..

it’s life!

Wishing for the best in my life..

Wishing for the better lisalaura.. hehe..

The reasons I always love december..

my bday, x’mas, n new year’s eve..

18/12 – 25/12 – 31/12

three important moments in life..

(of course there r many other important moments)

n holiday is coming soon..

*can't wait nh* hehe..

Bday means having to be better..

More mature.more productive.more loveable.

More..more..more..more..

Oopss..

.. I’m 22 now..!!!

你！

有了你在心上，

已经是天堂。。

为什么我还想念你？

i lost it!

bt bgt d..semgg yg lalu gelang kaki yg uda gw pake 3 taon ILANG.. ga perna lepas..uda gw bawa muter2..jln ber-mil2 jauhnya..jingkrak2..nyelem laut..ga ilang2..

n tiba2 ilang gitu aja... (!__!)

rasanya ga nyangka abis.. binun kok bisa ilang yaa..

temen gw bilang..klo uda saatnya ilang yaa ilang aja...

kok rasanya kae keilangan pacar yaa... hehe..*dramatisir dikit* hihi

tp bnr lho... pas nykp mao beliin yg baru..rasanya gw mase males buat make lage krn takut ilang lage..

sama kae keilangan pacar kan.. pas ilang, mase males buat nyari lage.. hehe..

duh ampe skrg maseh bt..ilangnya gmn ya? dimana ya??....

never feel satisfied

just read the comments of 'aku dirimu dirinya' n still feel like laughing out loud.. *hehehehe* actually still feel surprised with the comments, but i found they all cared.. thx guys.. it's really nice of u all.. :) hmm, but actually, im not like what all of u may think.. my love life is not like 'aku dirimu dirinya' kok..  it still can be considered ok.. really!! :)

enough for sad story..(as some started complaining dat my blog is full of sad stories.. ah masa seh?? hehe...)

hmm... nulis apa yaa.. mao nulis thesis kok malah jadi nulis blog seh.. *hohoho*

oh yaa..blkgan ini gw jadi sering nemenin temen gw yang baru balik dr luar olahraga.. pagi renang..sore gym..hmm, dia emang niat bgt back to her normal size.. tapi yg gw liat nh..human never feels satisfied.. (human bgt seh..)

sementara gw liat dia pgn kurusan..gw pgn agak2 berisi...

bagian tubuh dia yg pgn dikecilin, gw pgn gedein..

duh, we wish we had something to transfer some of hers to mine.. huehuhee..

then, i think, there are many parts of our life that we're not satisfied with.. and the question is 'what do you really want in life?'

my answer to it will be: happiness ever after.. hahaha.. too general, right?..

and ur answer?.. ("0^)

..aku dirimu dirinya..

tak ada
yang harus kita sesali
semua indah yang pernah kita alami

meskipun terbatas
dan tak mungkin
terikat janji abadi

aku dirimu dirinya
tak akan pernah mengerti
tentang suratan
aku dirimu dirinya
tak resah bila sadari
cinta takkan salah

andai waktu bisa kita
putar kembali
jalinan cerita mungkin tak begini

meskipun terbatas
saling pandang
dan tak akan lebih lagi

爱情

                     

关于爱情，我无话可说

我只想让他知道，我好想他

n again about relationship...

Guys. realize that the girl holding onto u.. is PERFECT in their own special way. The way she laughs.. The way she sleeps.. The way she loves you.. The way she tries to please you... Always remember that. She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can love her more. For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her.. There might also be someone out there.. who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now, fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Understand that. Imagine this, guys. When you are holding her today... and then you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal. and then you run back to her... and u do the same.... but you see love in her eyes... What do you think? Do you feel the HURT? Can you feel the GUILT? She loves you not because you are good looking, have money, buy her things, make her parents happy, or that you have a car. She loves you for who you are. Your every touch, every word you say, everything you do. Guys. Cherish and appreciate your girl. Don't break her fragile heart. She is the only one who can love you that way. You won't wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have. For everything she has done for you, the least you can do is to give her unconditional love as she has given to you. Girls and guys... if you agree with this, repost this just so that everyone can read this and appreciate their girls more!

{dapet dari post bulletin nh..kaenya mayan jg buat ditaro d blog..hehe}

fix you...

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

- fix you..coldplay

[ i really wish there could be something or someone that can fix me right now..........]